Find Answers to Your Questions ~ ‘me too’ Community

Question 1

After being exposed to inappropriate content at a young age, I found myself engaging in sexual roleplay with strangers in online games on platforms like Roblox and other games designed for children. I would overshare personal details and was constantly involved with inappropriate interactions with people I didn't know-- some who may have been predators, others who might have been children like me who didn't understand what was happening. I know this made it easier for me to be groomed later on, but I'm wondering if these early online experiences on their own made me a victim of something. I never communicated with these people outside the games, but I still feel violated by these interactions. Am I a victim of something, or am I incorrectly using that label? I keep getting mixed search results that don't align with my experience.

Accepted Answer

Thank you for trusting us with this. It sounds like you've been carrying a lot of confusion about those early online experiences, and the feelings you're describing make complete sense given what you went through. When you were exposed to sexual content at such a young age and then found yourself engaging in sexual roleplay with strangers on children's platforms, you were in an incredibly vulnerable position. Children simply don't have the life experience to navigate those kinds of situations safely, and being introduced to explicit material before you're developmentally ready can create a sense of normalcy around sexual content, even before you fully understand what's happening.

The fact that you still feel violated is significant and points to something important. That feeling alone suggests these experiences crossed boundaries that shouldn't have been crossed. Your early exposure created a vulnerability that put you at risk in these online spaces. You may have been interacting with adults who were targeting children, or with other kids who were also navigating boundaries they didn't understand. Regardless of the specific intentions of individuals involved, these interactions occurred in contexts where children's safety and development can be compromised.

Children don't have the developmental capacity to fully understand or consent to sexual situations, whether online or in person. They can't comprehend the full implications of what they're engaging in or the potential harm. In your situation, you were exposed to explicit content too early, and that shaped how you explored online spaces. The feelings you have about these experiences, that sense of violation, reflect an important recognition that something was happening that wasn't appropriate for where you were developmentally.

These early experiences may have created patterns that, as you recognized, made you more vulnerable later on. When children have been prematurely exposed to sexual content or interactions, it can make them targets for those who would exploit that vulnerability.

There's no need to worry about using labels incorrectly or taking away from others' experiences. Your feelings about what happened are valid regardless of how you choose to name or categorize those experiences. What matters is acknowledging that you were in vulnerable situations where your boundaries and developmental needs weren't protected, and that this has had an impact on you.

If you're still working through complicated emotions about these experiences, this is completely understandable. Many people find it helpful to talk with someone who understands how early sexual exposure and online interactions can impact children's development. A qualified counselor or helpline focused on childhood sexual abuse or exploitation can provide a safe space to explore these feelings without judgment. You deserve support in processing these experiences, and you have every right to seek understanding about how your boundaries were impacted during such a formative time. Your feelings and memories matter, and you don't have to carry these questions alone. Thank you for reaching out to us.

Question 2

I was exposed to adult content online at a very young age (8-9) when given unrestricted internet access. This led me to engage in inappropriate sexual behavior with my younger sister on one occasion. Even though I've told my parents and closest friends who all believe I deserve forgiveness, I'm consumed by guilt and feel like I don't deserve anything good in my life. How do I move forward from this?

Accepted Answer

Thank you for trusting us with this. I hear the pain and remorse in your words and I understand why the memory of that moment continues to trouble you. What you're describing is actually more common than many people realize, and your feelings of guilt show both your moral development and your capacity for empathy. From what you've described, you were both very young at the time, navigating curiosity about things you'd seen that you were not old enough to process. While it may feel overwhelming, it is important to remember that you were a child without the knowledge or context to fully grasp the meaning or consequences of the behavior.

When children are exposed to sexual content before they're developmentally ready to understand it, they sometimes act out what they've seen without comprehending the full meaning or impact. This is called "problematic sexual behavior" in children, and it's fundamentally different from adult sexual abuse because it lacks the intent, power dynamics, and understanding that characterize adult perpetration. Children at that age often explore or mimic what they encounter, especially when they're exposed to adult content too soon. Your brain at 8-9 years old simply wasn't equipped to understand the adult content you encountered or to predict the consequences of recreating what you saw. This does not make you a bad person.

The guilt you feel now shows how seriously you take what happened and how deeply you care about doing the right thing. Your parents and friends believe you deserve a second chance because they see who you are now and recognize that you were a child exploring and reacting to confusing experiences. They understand this developmental context and are responding with compassion because children who engage in these behaviors typically do so because they're trying to make sense of something they witnessed but couldn't fully process.

Moving forward involves recognizing that you were also a victim in this situation -- a victim of premature sexualization through unrestricted internet access. While you take appropriate responsibility for your actions, you don't need to carry adult-level guilt for childhood behavior that resulted from your own exposure to harmful content. It might also help to remind yourself that one regretful action does not define your worth or your future, especially when it happened at such a young age. You acknowledged the harm, you've talked about it, and you're striving to be accountable. That willingness to face what happened and to seek healthy ways to cope shows personal growth.

If you continue to feel overwhelmed by shame or disgust, it might help to speak with a trusted professional who understands childhood development and can offer a safe space to process your feelings. Many people have found that learning more about how early exposure to explicit material affects children can bring understanding and self-compassion over time. Children who engage in problematic sexual behavior can and do grow up to be healthy, caring adults who contribute positively to the world. The shame you're carrying is understandable but not proportionate to your actual moral responsibility as a child who was inadequately protected from harmful content.

You deserve kindness and understanding, both from yourself and from others, as you continue to move forward. Healing is possible, and you absolutely deserve to build a meaningful, connected life free from the weight of childhood mistakes made without full understanding. Thank you so much for reaching out to us.

Question 3

Is it weird that me a (girl) and another girl used to touch each other inappropriately when we were really young?

Accepted Answer

Thank you so much for reaching out. Many children do engage in some form of exploration with peers during their early years, and this often happens because children are curious about their bodies as they learn and grow. What you're describing is actually quite common and falls within the range of typical childhood sexual behavior. Many children engage in exploratory behaviors with peers, including same-gender peers, as part of their natural development and curiosity about bodies.

What might feel confusing now is that, as an adult, you have more knowledge and a different perspective on what it means to touch someone in a sexual or intimate way. This can bring up uncomfortable questions about whether those childhood moments were harmful or inappropriate. Children are naturally curious about their bodies and others' bodies, and this curiosity often manifests in various ways including touching, looking, or playing games that involve bodies. When this happens between peers of similar ages in a context of mutual exploration, it's generally considered a normal part of child development rather than something concerning or harmful.

Childhood sexual exploration, particularly when it involves children who are close in age, is often a normal part of development if it occurs without pressure or coercion and stops when someone appears uncomfortable. However, it can become concerning if there was a bigger age gap, ongoing pressure, or feelings of distress at the time. The way you remember feeling during and after those experiences matters more than the label of "weird." If, at the time, you each had a childlike curiosity and no one felt compelled or overly upset, many professionals would view it as part of normal childhood exploration. On the other hand, if one of you felt scared, confused, or was pressured, that can complicate how you feel about it now.

It's important to understand that these experiences don't define your sexuality, create lasting harm, or predict future behavior. Many adults have similar memories from childhood and go on to have healthy relationships and sexual development. Sometimes people feel shame, confusion, or worry when they remember these childhood experiences, especially as adults looking back with more mature understanding. These feelings are also completely normal and understandable.

It can help to talk about these memories with someone you trust if they still bother you. Some people choose to mention it to a friend, family member, or even a professional who understands childhood sexual experiences and can offer perspective. You deserve clarity and peace of mind about what happened. It may ease the weight of your uncertainty and help you feel less alone in processing these memories. Remember, you are not at fault for having childhood curiosity, and it is okay to reflect on how you felt then and how you feel now. You are allowed to make sense of it at your own pace, and you deserve compassion and understanding as you reflect on your childhood experiences. Thank you for trusting us with this question!

Question 4

When I was young, my older brother said he wanted to pass a health class quiz and needed to know about female anatomy. I said no but he insisted, saying "fine if you don't want to help your big brother" and I gave in. This happened a few times with him looking and touching. Is this considered child-on-child sexual abuse (COCSA) or just normal curiosity?

Accepted Answer

I'm so sorry to hear about this experience you had when you were little. It's completely understandable to feel unsure about assigning a label to what happened, especially since it involved a family member who was also still young at the time. What you've described involves concerning elements that may go beyond typical childhood curiosity, and I want you to know that your feelings about this experience are valid, whatever they may be.

Even when siblings are curious, and even if they don't fully understand the impact of their actions, what you described can still have real effects on how you feel about your body and your boundaries. Children naturally explore and ask questions about the world, but when one child is older, more persistent, and doesn't respect a "no," it can cross into harmful behavior. When we look at childhood sexual behaviors, experts consider several factors: the age difference between children, the presence of coercion or pressure, and whether one child used their power or authority over another.

You showed that you were uncomfortable by saying no, and your brother continued to insist and use guilt to get his way. That pressure and disregard for the boundary you tried to set, especially given your young age, reflect a violation rather than simple curiosity. Whether your brother fully understood what he was doing or acted with deliberate manipulation, the impact on you was real. This pressure, combined with the inherent power dynamic between an older and younger sibling, moves this beyond normal childhood exploration. Healthy childhood curiosity typically involves children of similar ages, is mutual without coercion, and stops when one child says no or becomes uncomfortable.

It might help to remind yourself that you didn't do anything wrong. You were a child trying to navigate a situation that felt confusing. The fact that this happened multiple times after you had already expressed reluctance further shows this wasn't your fault. What matters most is how this experience affected you then and how it continues to make you feel now. If you still find it unsettling or upsetting, you have every right to explore those feelings and seek support.

You might not need to use any particular term to describe what happened to you. While labels can sometimes be helpful in understanding our experiences and connecting with resources and support, what's most important is processing any harm that occurred and looking forward to healing. Remember that it's the effect on you that truly matters, and you didn't deserve to be made to feel uncomfortable or coerced in any way. Some people decide to talk to someone they trust or reach out to a professional who understands childhood sexual experiences and their ongoing impact on your life. You are not alone, and there are people who care about your well-being and want to help if you ever feel ready to reach out for more support. Thank you for trusting us with this. We appreciate you.

Question 5

When we were children of approximately 7 years old, my friend and I had sexual experiences on several occasions. At first she would agree, but the last two times I vividly remember how she would tell me "I don't feel like it" but I would insist. After those two times there were no more because I understood that what I was doing wasn't right. We continued being friends normally, but my sexual life got worse. Despite everything, I can't forgive myself but I also can't live with this. What can I do?

Accepted Answer

Thank you so much for reaching out to us. What you describe is an incredibly painful experience to carry, and I want you to know that the fact that you're reflecting on this with such awareness speaks to your moral growth and capacity for empathy. It sounds like you have been carrying guilt about what happened since you were both very young and didn't fully understand boundaries or the impact of your actions. You were only around seven yourself, and children at that age generally don't have the emotional maturity or self-awareness to navigate sexual boundaries the way adults do.

It's crucial to understand that very young children, especially around age 7, are at a developmental stage where understanding of consent, boundaries, and sexuality is just forming. Brain development at that age means that complex concepts like consent, long-term consequences, and emotional empathy are still in the process of maturing. Children naturally explore their bodies and may engage in curiosity-driven activities without grasping how certain actions can cause harm or discomfort to others. It's important to remember that you were a child, and the responsibility to maintain healthy boundaries should never have been placed on you at that age.

Your strong feelings of shame, regret, and self-blame today reveal that you've developed a deeper understanding over time, which is common when childhood experiences resurface in adulthood. The remorse you feel now doesn't erase the past, but it does show you've grown and have a moral understanding that you weren't capable of having back then. What's significant here is that you recognized something was wrong and stopped, which shows that your moral compass was working even at such a young age.

The impact you describe on your current sexual life is common among people who carry similar childhood experiences. You've mentioned that your sex life got worse and that you are struggling to forgive yourself. This kind of turmoil often happens when we judge our childhood actions by the standards we hold as adults. Guilt and shame can manifest in many ways: difficulties with intimacy, sexual self-esteem issues, anxiety during sexual encounters, or a generalized feeling of not deserving pleasure or connection. Your brain may have associated sexuality with feelings of guilt and pain, creating patterns that persist into adulthood.

Healing from this type of experience frequently requires specialized professional support. It can help to speak with someone who understands childhood development and the complexities of sexual exploration among young children. A counselor or mental health professional experienced in trauma, childhood sexual behavior, or sexuality can provide you with the tools to process your guilt and find healthier ways to cope with these memories.

Even though you might feel alone, you're not the only person who has wrestled with shame and confusion over early experiences like this. Seeking supportive resources, like confiding in a trusted friend or mentor, finding a survivor-informed professional, or contacting organizations that offer helplines, can be an important step. Talking with someone who can listen without judgment might help you express the pain you've been holding inside.

The healing process may also include developing a more compassionate understanding of yourself as a child. This doesn't mean minimizing the importance of consent or excusing harmful behaviors, but rather recognizing the limitations of childhood development and the context in which these events occurred. Over time, self-forgiveness often arises from understanding what shaped your childhood actions, recognizing what you've learned since then, and acknowledging the empathy and conscientiousness you show today.

Consider also that genuine responsibility and remorse can be transformed into positive action. Some people find healing through involvement in consent education, abuse prevention work, or simply by committing to being a person who respects boundaries in all their future relationships. You deserve kindness and compassion, even toward that much younger version of yourself who didn't yet have the ability to fully understand consent and boundaries. Thank you for trusting us with this. You do not have to carry this burden alone.

Question 6

When I was around 6-7, my older sister used to touch me inappropriately after showing me explicit material. Sometimes I would ask for it or encourage the touching, which started when I asked if we could try what we saw. She initially said no but later changed her mind. I don't know if this counts as abuse since I sometimes asked for it, and I'm unsure whether to blame her or myself. We're close now, which makes it harder to think about telling someone. Was this abuse, and should I tell someone?

Accepted Answer

Thank you so much for trusting us with this. I'm so sorry this question has been weighing on your heart. What you experienced can feel confusing, especially when you remember moments where you might have seemed to agree or even asked for what happened, and I want you to know that none of it was your fault.

When you were between six and seven, you were still very much a child learning how the world works, and your sister was also a child (I am guessing), though older. Children simply aren't equipped to understand the complexities of sexuality or to consent in the way adults can. At your age, you were developmentally incapable of understanding the nature or consequences of sexual activity. Children naturally explore and ask questions when exposed to new information, but this curiosity doesn't make them responsible for what followed.

This kind of situation often happens when kids have been inadvertently exposed to sexual content or experiences well before they're ready to understand them. It doesn't mean you did anything wrong by being curious. What it does mean is that both of you were children in a situation that neither of you fully had the knowledge or maturity to navigate safely. Looking back, it can feel like a knot of guilt or confusion about who "allowed" it, but in reality, it points to a boundary that shouldn't have been crossed in the first place.

Even if you recall moments of wanting or encouraging that touch, at your age then, you couldn't fully grasp what you were asking for. Children often seek out experiences that feel physically good or give them attention, even when those experiences may be harmful to them. Children often try to imitate what they see or hear, without understanding the consequences. That doesn't make you at fault. It simply highlights how children naturally respond when exposed to content beyond their developmental understanding.

It's completely understandable to feel torn about whether to tell someone, especially when you're close with your sister as adults. Many people are unsure if opening up about childhood experiences will change family relationships. Your close relationship with your sister now doesn't invalidate what happened in the past, nor does it mean you shouldn't seek support if you're struggling with these memories.

If these memories are causing you distress, it might help to talk with a trusted person, a counselor or any professional trained in these issues, just to share how it's affecting you now. Speaking with a trauma-informed therapist can help you work through these complex feelings and understand the impact these experiences may have had on you. They can help you process without requiring you to immediately confront your sister or disclose to your family before you're ready. They can offer perspective that helps you handle the emotions and determine what feels right for your unique situation.

Ultimately, the most important thing is that you feel supported and understood. You deserve comfort and space to sort through these memories, and you don't have to do it all alone. Reaching out for help doesn't make you disloyal to your sister. It's simply taking care of your own well-being. Your healing matters, and you have the right to seek support if needed regardless of your current relationship with your sister. Trust your instincts about what you need, and remember that taking care of yourself isn't a betrayal of anyone else.

Question 7

Why do I get sexually aroused when thinking about my childhood sexual assault?

Accepted Answer

It is not uncommon for survivors to experience a wide range of confusing and conflicting emotions and sensations after their assault, including sexual arousal. This can be especially distressing for individuals who may feel guilty or ashamed for feeling aroused in response to a traumatic event.

Sexual arousal is a physical response that can occur even in the absence of sexual desire or consent. It is a physiological response that can be triggered by a wide range of stimuli, including thoughts, memories, and sensations. In the case of sexual assault survivors, it is possible that the body's natural response to physical stimulation may be triggered by memories or thoughts related to the assault, even if these thoughts and memories are not wanted or desired.

It is important to note that experiencing sexual arousal in response to memories of sexual assault is not an indication of consent or enjoyment of the assault. It is simply a physical response that the body may have learned to make in certain situations. If you are struggling with these feelings, it may be helpful to seek support from a mental health professional who specializes in trauma and sexual assault. They can help you process your experiences and develop coping strategies to manage these difficult emotions.

Thank you for asking this tough question. You are not alone.

Question 8

How can I celebrate the small ways I am healing from trauma?

Accepted Answer

The healing process can be an opportunity to regain the control and autonomy that is often taken away during a traumatic experience. You are in the driver seat of your recovery and you decide how you want to navigate your healing and what’s best for you.

Setting goals or benchmarks is one way to measure your growth and celebrate small wins as you recover after trauma. If you choose to set goals, remember that everyone heals in their own way and in their own time.

Be patient with your progress and compassionate toward yourself. Try not to compare your own growth to someone else’s—your path to recovery is yours and only yours.

What do you want to achieve? It can help to think about what’s important to you and what inspires you. You can work on something personal (like thinking more positively) or something more tangible (like making time for friends you’ve lost touch with).

Choosing goals that are specific and measurable makes them easier to achieve. Saying one kind thing to yourself daily for two weeks is a specific and measurable goal to think more positively. You can easily track it and tell if you’ve successfully accomplished it or not.

Once you choose a goal, think about whether it’s realistic for where you are right now in your healing process. Be gentle with yourself and the benchmarks you select. It’s okay if you don’t achieve a goal you set the first time. Large goals can be broken into smaller, more easily attainable goals. No goal is too small. Keep things simple. You will get there.

It’s helpful to have a mix of both short and long-term goals. How many goals are you focusing on at the same time? Focusing your attention on 2-3 goals at a time can make it easier to keep track of them.

You don’t have to recover or set goals alone. It’s okay to reach out to people you trust. Extra support and motivation can help you achieve your goals. It’s up to you to decide who you want to involve in your recovery process, even if it’s just having someone to celebrate with.

When you accomplish a goal, take a moment to take in your achievement. Acknowledge and celebrate growth, even if it’s small. It’s proof that you are still moving forward. Healing from trauma is hard work. It is not a straight-forward or easy process. It takes time, and you may experience setbacks along the way, but you can do it.

Question 9

How to deal with people with trauma who cross your boundaries because of it?

Accepted Answer

When a loved one is going through a difficult time in their healing journey, they may look to you for support or encouragement.  However, it is important to remember that your own mental health is important too. Trauma is extremely painful and sometimes no matter what you do as a bystander, it can feel like not enough. At times like these, you may need to set boundaries to ensure that your needs are addressed as well.

Setting boundaries can be difficult, especially if you have not had much practice. First, think about what your needs and limits are. This can include the level of financial, emotional, and physical help you are willing to provide. When you are ready, share with your loved one in a calm situation, rather than in the heat of the moment. Use “I” statements to show your perspective. After you have communicated these boundaries, it is important to follow through and re-emphasize them when needed. Resist feelings of guilt. This does not mean you do not care about them.

You can also help by suggesting other means of support. Therapists or local crisis centers have experience working with people with trauma and are trained to help. You may also find these services helpful for your own processing. It is not uncommon for local crisis centers to  also offer services for loved ones of those who have experienced trauma.

Just because someone has experienced trauma, does not mean that they have a right to take their anger out on you. If you feel that you are being verbally, physically, or sexually harmed, set a limit if it feels safe, remove yourself from the situation, and seek help if you need it.

It can be difficult to help your friends if you run out of emotional or physical energy. Focusing on your own self-care is not selfish, it sometimes may be necessary. As the saying goes, put your mask on first...then offer assistance.

Question 10

I got assaulted, but I don’t really feel anything...is something wrong with me?

Accepted Answer

The short answer is...no not at all. It is quite common for survivors to feel emotionally detached or drained after experiencing an assault, perhaps even at times feeling unaware of what is happening around them. Survivors can also experience feelings of denial, disbelief, or numbness as a reaction to their assault experience. These reactions should never be confused with "not caring" or with the assault being “not serious.” These feelings are how our body is coping with our experience, protecting us from its intensity. The body’s reaction to stress in this way is often viewed as a survival strategy and can be useful when we have to take some action, such as getting out of a violent situation, weighing our options, or making an appointment with a professional.

It is important to note that numbness is not the only emotional shock reaction that you may exhibit. Other normal reactions include: crying uncontrollably, laughing nervously, extreme fatigue, or withdrawing. It is important to be prepared, however, that as you process your experience, the initial numbness may fade. If you would like company, surround yourself with trusted others. Or think about other strategies you can use that have helped in times of crisis in the past. No matter what you are feeling, recognize that these are normal reactions to trauma, and you do not need to face them all on your own.

Question 11

When I was a child, my parents repeatedly forced enemas on me. I remember screaming and begging to stop then finally giving in, freezing and dissociating. I've only recently (30 years later) had the courage to recall this memory, of which I used to have flashbacks that made me sick. My parents are nice people, but I feel like I am a survivor of a kind of sexual abuse. Can you help me understand what happened to me?

Accepted Answer

Thank you for this question. First and foremost, I want to commend you for your bravery in confronting this painful memory and seeking understanding. Recognizing the impact of childhood experiences is a courageous step in the healing process.

What you've described - being repeatedly subjected to forced enemas despite your protests and distress - sounds deeply distressing and violating. The fact that you recall screaming, begging, and then dissociating (a common trauma response) underscores the emotional impact of these experiences.

It's important to note that without knowing your full medical history, it's unclear whether the enemas were medically necessary. In some cases, invasive procedures may be warranted for a child's health and well-being. However, even if the enemas were medically justified, your feelings of fear, powerlessness, and violation are still valid. A procedure can be both necessary and traumatic, and your emotional response and the harm associated with these experiences deserves to be acknowledged and respected.

If you feel safe and comfortable doing so, it may be helpful to share your feelings with your parents and ask for more information about the circumstances surrounding these events. Understanding the context and medical reasoning behind the enemas might provide some clarity and help you process the experience. However, it's important to prioritize your own emotional safety and only have this conversation if you feel supported and ready.

The flashbacks and physical sickness you mention are common symptoms of unresolved trauma. When our bodies and minds are overwhelmed by a distressing experience, the memory can get "stuck" in our nervous system, causing intrusive thoughts, sensations, and emotional reactivity. This is especially true for traumas experienced in childhood, when we lack the resources and context to fully process what's happening to us.

Please know that your feelings and the long-term impact of these experiences are valid, regardless of the medical necessity of the enemas. You deserved to have your boundaries and bodily autonomy respected, and it's not your fault that they weren't. It sounds like harm occurred here and you deserve to seek help to heal from that harm.

Healing from childhood trauma is a highly personal journey that often benefits from professional support. I encourage you to seek out a therapist who specializes in childhood trauma and medical trauma. They can provide a safe space to process your memories, validate your experiences, and work with you to develop coping strategies for managing symptoms. They may also be able to get into more specifics with you surrounding whether or not what you experienced was abuse.

Thank you so much for this question and I am sorry that I cannot provide more guidanc. However you define your experience, you are welcome here. You are not alone.

Question 12

How do I understand why something triggers me?

Accepted Answer

Highly emotional & stressful experiences “trigger” a part of the brain called the amygdala. Usually, the amygdala is helpful and works to keep us safe from dangerous situations by activating a fear response.

After a traumatic experience, the amygdala can become overactive, causing fear responses even if you are not in any danger. Your reaction may be to fight, flee, or freeze, interfering with daily tasks and functioning, even if you’re in a completely safe situation.

Sometimes triggers are more obvious—like seeing violence on a tv show or hearing about it on the news. It makes sense why watching or hearing something traumatic would bring up memories or feelings from your own trauma.

Other times, triggers can feel more subtle or hard to anticipate. They can include just about anything--from hearing a song, to hugging someone, to smelling something, to the way a piece of fabric or clothing feels, or even just going to a doctor’s appointment.

While triggers can feel isolating & scary, especially when they happen in public or around other people, know that you are not alone. Over two-thirds of survivors of sexual assault report experiencing triggers.

Over time you can identify the situations that might trigger you. Anticipating these situations and learning relaxation strategies can make it easier to cope with them. While it feels good to avoid triggers in the short-term, it’s not always possible to predict all potential triggers.

Experiencing a trigger in a safe situation that does not pose danger & coping with it, can help your amygdala re-learn that these cues aren’t actually signs of real danger. This process can help decrease the intensity & frequency of triggers over time.

Many survivors of trauma or viσlence will notice an improvement in post-traumatic symptoms naturally over time. For others, these symptoms might not improve on their own & can interfere with their daily lives.

If you notice that your triggers are affecting you & not improving, you might consider reaching out to your social network for support or consider seeking professional help to navigate recovery. You know yourself best & what type of support sounds right to you.

Question 13

My girlfriend told me that before she was with me, she was sexually assaulted. How can I help her?

Accepted Answer

Thank you so much for this question. We really appreciate you reaching out to find out how to best support the healing of your girlfriend. When your girlfriend shared her experience of sexual assault with you, she placed a great deal of trust in you. It's important to approach the situation with empathy, patience, and understanding.

To start, be sure to listen without judgment when she talks about her assault. If she wants to talk about it more with you, listen actively and avoid asking probing questions or pushing for details she's not ready to share. Let her know you believe her and that the assault was not her fault.

Additionally, it is important to respect her boundaries. She may have triggers or certain situations that make her uncomfortable. Be understanding and follow her lead in terms of physical intimacy and emotional discussions.

If it seems like she is actively struggling mentally or emotionally related to this experience, you may want to gently suggest the idea of seeking help from a therapist or counselor who specializes in trauma and sexual assault. You might even offer to help her find resources or even accompany her to appointments if she wants. If she is not ready yet for external resources, respect her autonomy and let her know you are always ready to revisit the conversation if she changes her mind. Healing from sexual assault is a process that looks different for everyone. Avoid pressuring her to "move on" or heal faster than she is ready for.

Finally, it is also important that you take care of yourself throughout this process. Supporting a loved one through trauma can be emotionally challenging as you may have to manage your own emotions related to the situation. Remember, your role is to be a steady, compassionate presence in her life. Let her know you are there for her whenever she needs you, but also give her space when she requests it. Remind her of her strength and resilience. Your care and understanding can make a significant difference in her healing journey.

Thank you for this question that I am sure many others have. You are not alone.

Question 14

Is it normal to have experienced pleasure during an assault? I think I may have had an orgasm, but I’m not sure. I feel so betrayed by my body. I’m just too embarrassed and ashamed to ask my therapist.

Accepted Answer

Thank you so much for trusting us with this extremely difficult question. Please know you are not alone and this does not invalidate the trauma you experienced. Arousal during sexual assault is a possible, but involuntary physiological response that does not imply consent or enjoyment. Resist the feelings of shame and self-blame that you are feeling. It is not your fault and your experiences are valid.

Survivors can experience a wide range of confusing and conflicting emotions and sensations after their assault, especially if they believe they experienced sexual arousal. Sexual arousal is a physical response that can occur even in the absence of sexual desire or consent. Arousal can be caused by fear, excitation transfer, nerve stimulation, or other factors. It is possible that your body's natural response to physical stimulation was triggered during your experience, even if those feelings are not wanted or desired.

To bring forward some research, of those who report sexual violence, it is estimated that around 1 in 20 people also describe experiencing orgasm. But the true numbers are likely much higher. For example, in a 2004 review paper, a clinician reports, “I (have) met quite a lot of victims (males) who had the full sexual response during sexual abuse…I (have) met several female victims of incest and rape who had lubrication and orgasm.” This further emphasizes that this is something many people struggle with, and there is nothing to be ashamed of.

If you are struggling with these feelings, it may be helpful to seek support from a mental health professional who specializes in trauma and sexual assault. I know it can feel embarassing to bring this up to your therapist, but if they have a background in sexual trauma, this is probably something they have heard before from other clients. Trained mental health providers can help you process your experiences and develop coping strategies to manage these difficult emotions. If you feel your therapist will not understand, perhaps you would benefit from some complementary support from others who are more knowledgable about the diverse ways trauma and violence can manifest. You do not need to go through this alone.

Thank you for asking this tough question. We are here for you if you need us.

Question 15

How do I tell my parents I was raped as a teenager?

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It can feel really daunting to share your trauma history with your parents. You may feel that you need to protect them. You may feel angry at them for not noticing you were struggling. You may worry they will judge you or not believe you. You may also feel some relief or hope that they will understand or support you. Whatever you are feeling. It is valid.

The first thing to remember is that your story is yours and yours alone. Whether you want to tell your parents immediately, much later, or not at all is your choice. If you’re feeling ready to tell them about what happened, here are some things to think about.

What you share about your story is completely up to you. Even if they ask for details, it may just be because they do not know what to say and want to understand. Still, just because they ask, doesn’t mean you need to say more than you planned. Example wording to use could be “I wanted to tell you what happened to me but I don’t feel comfortable sharing any details right now.”

The way you choose to tell them is also up to you. It can be in-person, over the phone, or in a letter. There are benefits and drawbacks to all options but only you know what will work for you. No matter how you choose to tell your parents, it is a good idea to set some ground rules first.

If you choose to disclose in person, timing and location is important. You want to ensure they can give you their full attention and have time to process afterwards. Thus, if they are about to run out the door, go to sleep, or are intoxicated, consider waiting for a better time. If you feel safe with your parents, choose a private, quiet place to talk. If you fear they might become angry or violent, a public location may be safer and you might want to have support on standby.

You deserve to feel heard and understood when telling your story. However, not everyone responds well to disclosures and the conversation may not go the way you hope. The parent you tell may feel many emotions. While this is normal, it can shift the conversation away from you and onto them. They may express anger, guilt, disbelief, or confusion. If they are taking up too much space with their emotions, redirect the conversation to you and your feelings.

Your parent might also express doubt or blame. This says more about them than you. Resist the urge to internalize these responses. If your parents aren't supportive, that doesn’t mean that others won’t be. Research shows finding at least one trusted support can really help the healing process.

It is also important to note that even if the conversation does go well, it can still be an emotional experience. Thus it is important to take care of yourself afterwards no matter what the outcome. There are many people out there who love and care about you. You are not alone. If you want to practice telling your story of trauma or healing anonymously, and learn from the disclosures of others, you can practice through our storysharing site. We see you. We hear you. We believe you.

Question 16

Is it abuse to force or pressure someone into a romantic relationship or into dating you?

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Yes, forcing or pressuring someone into a romantic relationship or into dating is a form of emotional abuse and manipulation. Everyone has the right to make their own choices about relationships freely and without coercion. When someone tries to compel another person to be in a relationship against their will, it disregards their feelings and autonomy, which can lead to emotional distress and harm.

Forcing or pressuring someone into a relationship violates their fundamental right to make free choices about their romantic life. A healthy relationship is built on mutual respect, trust, and enthusiastic consent, where both people freely choose to be together. When someone uses pressure tactics like guilt, threats, manipulation, or persistent demands despite hearing "no," they're overriding the other person's autonomy and right to choose. Think about it this way: If someone has to be pressured or forced into dating you, they're not genuinely consenting to the relationship. They might agree to date you to stop the pressure, avoid conflict, or prevent negative consequences - but this isn't true consent.

This kind of pressure creates an unhealthy power dynamic from the very beginning, where one person's desires and boundaries are being disregarded. Common pressure tactics often include threatening self-harm if the person won't date you, repeatedly asking after being told no, using guilt trips or emotional manipulation, making someone feel obligated due to favors or gifts, isolating them from friends and family until they agree, using their insecurities against them, or making them feel like no one else will want them. These behaviors aim to wear down someone's resistance and ability to say no freely.

Healthy relationships develop naturally, with both people feeling safe to express their true feelings without fear of consequences. Both parties should feel free to say yes or no without pressure, and those choices should be respected. If you have to force or pressure someone to be with you, that's not a real relationship - it's a form of control that undermines the very foundations that make relationships meaningful and fulfilling.

It's important to recognize that your feelings and choices about relationships are valid. You have every right to say no if you're not interested in pursuing a relationship, and that decision deserves to be respected. If you're experiencing pressure to enter or stay in a relationship, please know that this behavior is not acceptable, and you deserve to make your own choices. Thank you for this question. We appreciate you asking it.

Question 17

How do I continue to heal while attempting to build a new relationship? How do I break old habits of dependency or fear of my partner?

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Thank you for asking this question. We are proud of you for prioritzing your healing while building new relationships.

Healing while building a new relationship requires self-awareness, patience, and open communication with your partner. To start, honor your feelings. It is okay to slowly build trust and have the people in your life earn it. Be kind and patient with yourself.

Healing is an active process. To focus on it, prioritize things that encourage you to care for yourself, whether it's your physical, emotional, or mental wellbeing. Be your own scientist. Experiment with activities both alone and even with your new partner that make you feel grounded, capable, joyful, and safe. Also, make sure you are attending to your basic needs. This includes incorporating movement into your life, eating nourishing foods, and getting enough rest. Taking care of yourself will contribute to your overall healing and provide a solid foundation for your new relationship.

Breaking old habits of dependency or fear in a new relationship can be tricky. It can be a helpful starting point to reflect on the old habits that you want to break and try to understand triggers or patterns. You can do this through journaling, talking to a mental health provider, or talking to a trusted loved one. Take note of situations or behaviors that make you feel dependent or fearful in relationships. Also take note of situations that trigger you and create strategies to manage these triggers. Over time, you may decide to include your partner in some of these strategies to the extent that you both feel comfortable.

Next, open and honest communication with your partner is essential. Share your experiences and feelings at a pace that feels comfortable for you. Giving context for the fear you have within a relationship may give them more confidence to support you. Even a simple disclosure that "someone in the past harmed [you] causing [you] to want to take things slow" can help your new partner learn your needs and more about who you are. If your partner is not willing to respect your needs, that may be a sign that they might not be the appropriate person for you at this time. Although another person can't complete the healing process for you, they can certainly encourage and assure you along the way.

With this new relationship, move at a pace that feels comfortable for you. Listen to your intuition and communicate your needs and boundaries to your partner. This includes physical, emotional, and sexual boundaries (if you want to learn more about what to do if a partner pushes your boundaries in a way that makes you feel uncomfortable, read this FAQ). Allow trust to develop naturally as you get to know your partner better. Look for consistent behavior, empathy, and respect from them. Trust is built through actions and time.

Remember, you are WORTHY of love and respect. Sometimes you may not be your "best" self in your relationship, and that is okay. Breaking old habits takes time and effort, but it is possible. Be patient with yourself, be accountable for your actions when appropriate, and allow yourself to make mistakes. Surround yourself with supportive individuals who uplift and encourage you. You deserve a healthy and loving relationship external from your trauma.

Question 18

Why might survivors of gender-based violence may feel hesitant to report the human rights violation?

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Thank you for your question. If you have not experienced any form of gender-based harm, it might be hard to imagine why survivors who go through these horrific experiences do not always report them. Unfortunately, due to the characteristics of one's sexual harm experience, the lack of protection for survivors, and historical injustices within the criminal-legal system, gender-based violence is the most underreported crime. For example, it is estimated that 63% of sexual assaults are not reported to police and only 12% of child sexual abuse is reported to the authorities.

There are many reasons why survivors may feel hesitant to report their experience. We will list a few of these reasons below:

It is not safe for them to report the assault at this time or they fear perpetrator or family retaliation.
They want to put the incident behind them or forget it happened.
They aren’t sure that what happened meets the legal definition of sexual assault or rape.
They are in shock.
They feel shame or self-blame.
They fear not being believed or being socially isolated from friends or family
They fear being blamed.
They fear being revictimized by law enforcement or the court.
They fear that they will not receive justice.
They fear that their offender will not be held accountable.

Whatever the reason, and there are many more, remember that ultimately it is the survivor's choice whether or not they want to report their experience. For some, reporting is not necessary for their healing. Others just do not want to go through any additional trauma or heartache. Support and respect the choices the survivors in your life make related to reporting. This will make you a valuable ally as they navigate healing in the aftermath.

References

Rennison, C. A. (2002). Rape and sexual assault: Reporting to police and medical attention, 1992-2000 [NCJ 194530]. Retrieved from the U.S. Department of Justice, Office of Justice Programs, Bureau of Justice Statistics: http://bjs.ojp.usdoj.gov/content/pub/pdf/rsarp00.pdf

Hanson, R. F., Resnick, H. S., Saunders, B. E., Kilpatrick, D. G., & Best, C. (1999). Factors related to the reporting of childhood rape. Child Abuse and Neglect, 23,559–569. doi:10.1016/S0145-2134(99)00028-9

Question 19

A boy my age touched my chest without asking. He didn’t pressure or coerce me, he just put his hands on me without consent. Does this count as assault when he didn’t force me, and we were 9?

Accepted Answer

Thank you for sharing this sensitive experience. What happened to you - having your chest touched without consent - is a form of inappropriate touching, even though you were both very young at the time.

It's important to understand that only you can decide how to label or define your own experiences. While I can provide information and context, the way you choose to view or describe what happened is entirely up to you. Your perspective is valid and may even change over time as you process the experience, which is completely normal.

At 9 years old, children are still learning about boundaries, consent, and appropriate behavior. The boy who touched you may not have fully understood the implications or seriousness of his actions. This doesn't excuse what happened, but it's important context when considering the situation.

However, it's crucial to distinguish between intent and impact. Even if the boy didn't intend to cause harm or distress, his actions could still have a significant impact on you. Your feelings about this experience, whatever they may be, are entirely valid.

If you do identify this experience as assault, that's completely valid. Trust your feelings and your understanding of the situation. No one else can tell you how to feel about what happened to you. If you feel violated or hurt by this experience, those feelings are real and important, regardless of the age of the person who touched you or their possible lack of understanding.

If you're feeling troubled by this experience, it might be helpful to talk to a trusted adult or a counselor. They can provide support and help you process your feelings about what happened. Remember, you have the right to set boundaries about your body, and it's always okay to tell someone not to touch you in ways that make you uncomfortable. Thank you for reaching out to us. You are not alone.

Question 20

When I was young, another child touched me without my consent. Is this normal childhood behavior or am I overthinking my reaction to it?

Accepted Answer

Your feelings and concerns about this experience are completely valid and you're not overthinking anything. When we experience unwanted touch, even as children, our bodies and minds can hold onto those memories and the feelings they created. It's natural for you to wonder about what happened and to have questions about it now.

What you're describing falls into what experts call "problematic sexual behavior" between children. While some sexual curiosity and exploration is considered typical in childhood development, any touching that happened without your consent (regardless of the ages involved) was not okay. The fact that you remember feeling uncomfortable or that it was unwanted tells us something important about how it affected you.

Children who engage in problematic sexual behaviors are often acting out something they themselves have experienced or been exposed to. This doesn't excuse the behavior, but it helps us understand that both children in these situations may need support and healing. Neither child is typically considered "at fault" in the way we might think about adult behavior.

What matters most now is how this experience has affected you. Some people carry very little impact from childhood experiences like this, while others may notice effects on their relationships, body image, or feelings of safety. Both responses are normal. If you find that memories of this experience are causing you distress, affecting your daily life, or impacting your relationships, talking with a trauma-informed therapist can be incredibly helpful. They can help you process these memories and develop tools for healing.

Healing isn't about forgetting or minimizing what happened, it's about reclaiming your sense of safety and agency. You deserve support, understanding, and the space to work through whatever feelings arise about this experience. Your instincts about your own experiences are trustworthy, and seeking answers about something that doesn't feel right to you shows wisdom and self-care. Thank you for reaching out to us.

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Is it abuse to force or pressure someone into a romantic relationship or into dating you?

How do I continue to heal while attempting to build a new relationship? How do I break old habits of dependency or fear of my partner?

Why might survivors of gender-based violence may feel hesitant to report the human rights violation?

A boy my age touched my chest without asking. He didn’t pressure or coerce me, he just put his hands on me without consent. Does this count as assault when he didn’t force me, and we were 9?

When I was young, another child touched me without my consent. Is this normal childhood behavior or am I overthinking my reaction to it?

Why do I get sexually aroused when thinking about my childhood sexual assault?

I got assaulted, but I don’t really feel anything...is something wrong with me?

My girlfriend told me that before she was with me, she was sexually assaulted. How can I help her?

Is it abuse to force or pressure someone into a romantic relationship or into dating you?

A boy my age touched my chest without asking. He didn’t pressure or coerce me, he just put his hands on me without consent. Does this count as assault when he didn’t force me, and we were 9?

How can I celebrate the small ways I am healing from trauma?

Is it normal to have experienced pleasure during an assault? I think I may have had an orgasm, but I’m not sure. I feel so betrayed by my body. I’m just too embarrassed and ashamed to ask my therapist.

How do I continue to heal while attempting to build a new relationship? How do I break old habits of dependency or fear of my partner?

When I was young, another child touched me without my consent. Is this normal childhood behavior or am I overthinking my reaction to it?

Is it weird that me a (girl) and another girl used to touch each other inappropriately when we were really young?

How to deal with people with trauma who cross your boundaries because of it?

How do I understand why something triggers me?

How do I tell my parents I was raped as a teenager?

Why might survivors of gender-based violence may feel hesitant to report the human rights violation?

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